Today, i woke up @ 11....was feeling nostalgic reasons as always were unknown ....and as always same quest to find the answer for it....this feeling has been haunting me from many years......shadow was always missing......
i shrugged off the feeling picking up my fag.....went upstairs of my flat which shows me the wonderful view of this beautiful city.......fag was struggling this time as it had no reasons to please me ......i was CONFUSED..
from the tenth floor ...i could see people hurrying for their offices.....galloping rickshaws ....accelerating bikes.....sprinting pedestrians......it seemed all of them were rushing for no reasons...as if they were to contribute to this mad race...with their record breaking skills.....
i just walked away from this chaos...as the inner one was quite bigger from the one displayed on road.Life is mystery, we have a whirlpool of thoughts swirling in and out of mind every nano second without reasons(sometimes with reasons) but we always struggle hard to find reasons.We wait for Sunday to get those frustrating articles in newspaper with Q&A
.....our eyes ponder around each and every question to fetch resemblance..to our problems.....and when we don't find the one...we take a deeper insight in the answers...might be some of the answers....give some settling breath to our whirlpool.....
Larger chaos of thought .....sometimes easy to handle...sometime fatal....why do we walk away from it...why????why do we always question this unquestionable event.....we humans are gifted with inner power ...which is capable of even healing others (Riekie)...if confusions can lead us to a different word than our conscience is stronger enough to create a new world......still people fear ....and walk away with confusion in their soul....strongly opposing this beautiful gift.......
